Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Just keep breathing

I know you forgot all about me ,
I feel like i dont exist anymore
Im lost & i need an escape, I love how you kept us a secret
I felt like you were ashamed of me
Thanks for not giving a fuck .
Thanks for never standing up for me .
I feel like i'm on the floor getting stomped on.
Am I invisible to you ?
I do want you to notice me ,
I;m fucking sick to my stomach thinking about it
Do you even give a fuck ?
Did you even fucking love me ?
Do you even care what happens to me ?
I know, I fucked up ... ACTUALLY .
I dont know what i did but thanks for breaking it off randomly.
You were the only one i held on to , I'm struggling to see whats good in me
So call me a wreck , I know i am
But you should give me another chance .
I guess you never knew me at all ,
Stop pointing out my every flaw .
Ypu just said it was a pointless argument.
I guess I didnt mean a thing to you .
I just have to be happy the hard way .
Just tell me i'm a wreck and get it over with ,
I wonder what kept us holding on ,
you made my world dissapear.
Say what you cant say & that will be the answer to everything ,
There was no other place I wanted to be ,
Why did we follow through for so long ?
What the fuck kept us holding on ?
Its to hard to say goodbye ..
How could love hurt this bad.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Amaze me.

"If embracing all lifestyles will lead me to hell, then I'll see you all there. Its going to be one incredibly tolerant and happy inferno.
Dreams don’t always have to exist while the sun’s down and your eyes are shut
Be real, because a mask only fools people on the outside. Pretending to be someone you’re not takes a toll on the real you, and the real you is more important than anyone else.
Do things you want in life, because you might get hit by a bus
So worried about what's next, you lost today

Save Me

I'm thinking about other things I heard about today ,
All this week and tomorrow & how these hands could create some better things,
a better ring
But you'll see for now I got my own things,
I cant help it, I got too many issues I own.
So I cant help,
I'm afraid
But keep on preaching , Preaching & heal the world
Do you feel the world singing sorrow ?
or do you , is it just not real ?
Cause you got your own things
Yeah ,we all have our things .. I guess..
I'm stuck here alone while couples are in love
I dont get it, I'm not asking for much
But everybody just wants something.
So i'll be picking me up and breaking me down .
I was lost , was I found ?
I want to feel everything
When everything feels wrong with me.
Take a look , embrace myself ,
Everybody wants to make it count
Save me cause I can never float sinking.
Amaze me & I would be holding on for life.
So save me please .
The walls are blank its like they're talking to me .
I put a picture on the wall , Took a chance , Took a fall .
I was blind, now I can finally see .

Monday, August 30, 2010

Where's the trust in us?

August 28th + 29th= Best night day ever,
Thanks for taking care of me ,
I thought wrong,
Thanks for taking care of my problem,

Why did you come back?.
I'm scared to let you back in my life .
You're just going to hurt me again,
Sometimes we spend more time worrying about why we made poor choices in the past than we do making good ones for the future
It's time to move forward
But i'll hold the past in mind.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Together, = TO GET HER

The hardest part is letting go of the shit thats happened to you ,
some things are better left unsaid,
while everyone lives their life i'll be sticking here thinking about what i've done.
and what has happened.
action speaks louder than words.
i have no emotions,
I cant see you again , you're gone..... forever,

I thought I could be in your arms,
I hope this can last forever,
just move back here,
but things wouldnt be the same.
Its too late but i'm sure ..
another dream , another night wasted on you
I've lost trust in everything.
Theres nothing left inside,
The silence will set you free.
I wished you said you love me before you left.
I wish time would ease the pain.
nothing would be the same. hands weaken , dies a little more each time,
im sick of crying myself to sleep Im going to stop beating myself up .
you've done what you've done.
its over , i'm fine.
you're beautiful ,Tell me that you love me and it would be alright,
if you love me come with me tonight ,
I need you just like you need me ,
please dont stop now,
lets just stop and take a look at where we're at
you're all i've got .
I'm all yours. I'll make the best of things,
All I know is that I want to be here with you,
I know how this is going to end,
but I cant help myself
I think I wont ever learn,
I am me , you are you ,
we cant make it through together,
I'm scared of everything, I dont know if i can trust anyone anymore,
Dont make promises you cant keep ,
go for her, shes better than me .
dont worry about me.. i'll sit here building up my wall again.
The silence feels deadly,

Friday, August 13, 2010

FUUUUCKING RAAAPE.

SHDOSAHIOSDHADFUOHDUFH .
FUCK YEAH . <3
NAME : MUNRO CHAMBERS
JOOB : ACTOR

SIBLING ; THOMAS CHAMBERS ( IDENTICAL TWINS )
AGE; 17.



-----------------------
THEREFORE
MOTHER FUCKING RAAAPE .

aldhashdsuafdhkf.

People change, things go wrong but shit happens but life goes on .
I'm glad you're on your feet
i'm guessing your life is going well .
Mine ... not so much .
people dying , leaving . and so on .
but i'm fine without you
Thanks for wondering

Friday, August 6, 2010

Rest In Paradise

Waiting is the worst part ever ,
We all know its going to happen soon .
Dont cry yourself to sleep , You know her better than we all do .
She lived a great life , Dont cry because its over, Smile because it happened .
We will soon get stronger ,
Everything happens for a reason , Just accept it and move on.
Life is harsh .
We dont get second chances.
you'll always be in our hearts
You're not alone on this road.
I'm afraid of forgetting your voice & what you look like .
I love you , Always will .

Rest In Paradise ♥.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I Cant Complain .

I am who I fucking am.
You cant change me.
Shes a flirt, You like her and I like a fucking player.
stupid fucking dicks ._."
Im confused ,
But im glad to say i'm over you.
Dont think I hate you , I could never hate you & " Hate" is a strong word,
I'd like to use dislike.
I dont know what I will do once I see you.
Acting like strangers kills ,
soo thats why i'm transferring :) .
Goooooooooodbye Danforth.
Gooodbye house .
Goodbye everyone.
New place, Fresh start.
Goodbye Everything, Hello nothing.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Here we go again.

WOOOOW .
Fucking dicks these days .
I'm sorry for being fucking blind.
I was better off not fucking knowing .
But thanks for telling me.
Stop walking out of my life .
You're off traveling the world with your parents..
Thanks for telling me the last second.
Thanks.
Despite the fact that you told me last minute , I'll still care about you.
I've known you since I was 10, You were there by my side ,
Now that you've gone with your family... :/
I dont know what to do ,
It feels like loosing a friend forever ,
You were the one who stopped me from doing stupid things.
I'm not going to cry ,
I'll smile because it happened.