Just keep breathing

I know you forgot all about me ,
I feel like i dont exist anymore
Im lost & i need an escape, I love how you kept us a secret
I felt like you were ashamed of me
Thanks for not giving a fuck .
Thanks for never standing up for me .
I feel like i'm on the floor getting stomped on.
Am I invisible to you ?
I do want you to notice me ,
I;m fucking sick to my stomach thinking about it
Do you even give a fuck ?
Did you even fucking love me ?
Do you even care what happens to me ?
I know, I fucked up ... ACTUALLY .
I dont know what i did but thanks for breaking it off randomly.
You were the only one i held on to , I'm struggling to see whats good in me
So call me a wreck , I know i am
But you should give me another chance .
I guess you never knew me at all ,
Stop pointing out my every flaw .
Ypu just said it was a pointless argument.
I guess I didnt mean a thing to you .
I just have to be happy the hard way .
Just tell me i'm a wreck and get it over with ,
I wonder what kept us holding on ,
you made my world dissapear.
Say what you cant say & that will be the answer to everything ,
There was no other place I wanted to be ,
Why did we follow through for so long ?
What the fuck kept us holding on ?
Its to hard to say goodbye ..
How could love hurt this bad.

Amaze me.

"If embracing all lifestyles will lead me to hell, then I'll see you all there. Its going to be one incredibly tolerant and happy inferno.
Dreams don’t always have to exist while the sun’s down and your eyes are shut
Be real, because a mask only fools people on the outside. Pretending to be someone you’re not takes a toll on the real you, and the real you is more important than anyone else.
Do things you want in life, because you might get hit by a bus
So worried about what's next, you lost today

Save Me

I'm thinking about other things I heard about today ,
All this week and tomorrow & how these hands could create some better things,
a better ring
But you'll see for now I got my own things,
I cant help it, I got too many issues I own.
So I cant help,
I'm afraid
But keep on preaching , Preaching & heal the world
Do you feel the world singing sorrow ?
or do you , is it just not real ?
Cause you got your own things
Yeah ,we all have our things .. I guess..
I'm stuck here alone while couples are in love
I dont get it, I'm not asking for much
But everybody just wants something.
So i'll be picking me up and breaking me down .
I was lost , was I found ?
I want to feel everything
When everything feels wrong with me.
Take a look , embrace myself ,
Everybody wants to make it count
Save me cause I can never float sinking.
Amaze me & I would be holding on for life.
So save me please .
The walls are blank its like they're talking to me .
I put a picture on the wall , Took a chance , Took a fall .
I was blind, now I can finally see .