I'm Crazy In Love

I cant stop thinking about you . I'm just crazy in love <3
You drive me crazy ,
My heart is a never ending road
You've got so much love in you.
Save me from the person i've become.
i'm sinking .
I'm amazed of what you can do
I took a chance and a fall
Amaze me & I will be holding on for life .
Bring me back to where I belong ,
I'm lucky to have you .
I'm with you & thats all that matters ,
Lets sit under this tree forever
We share a wonder ,
I'll sleep with you under those covers ( HA. RAPE <3)
The rest will come when it comes along,
I'm thinking about a lot of other things ,
I cant help it , I've got to many issues
But lets keep on reaching for the sky ,.
My mind wonders off from time to time
All is fine when i'm with you .
We all have our different things .
I love you , Forever & Always

Lala?

Im A mess with those words ,
I thought I was strong enough to hold the tears in ,
I was .. up until you said " Whats wrong ? "
The tears started to drop down on my face rapidly ,
You had to leave ,
You said you would stay for another few hours.
"Bros before hoes "

I get it , But i'm not a hoe .
I feel that you're ashamed of me .
You wouldnt tell your friends you're dating me .
I get that your friends are immature .
But you make me think a whole lot .
kaay fuck this blog
Love you Forever & Always <3

I've Been Waiting For Hours

IT feels just GREAT that you blew me off .
we're fading away quickly .
Is it me or is it you ?
I'm freaking out .
I've looked in the mirror to see whats wrong with me , & i'm guessing its everything
If you want me to stay I will ,
I wanted to tell you my secrets .
I wanted you to know you're my everything
Just let me go
Cant you see i'm trying my hardest ?
I dont care if we just met up & made out
I've played that to many times
I just want to know when is my last chance ,
It seems like i'm at my worst when you're at your best
Could you show me its easy to breathe ? :|
You're not making this easier , & i'm finding it hard to believe that you like me .
I love you .. But you dont like me .
When i'm with you I feel needed
I think i'm falling in love , but you're not here .
If only you knew how much you mean to a girl like me.
The world is spinning around to fast ,
I'm just A girl in love .


Sorry if my blog sucks ,
I havent had much sleep lately

Just Take Your Time

Please just show me your feelings,
I feel you're loving me a lot less .
I miss you more than you could ever miss me .
Run away with me ,
What next? Why dont you just surprise me
Your skin is so soft I want to feel your heart beat.
I must stop hanging on .
I know I worry to much about you & not care about myself
but thats what I do <3
I'm hoping that you remain the same

I Will Always Love You

You dumb ?<3
I wait until 11:11 Pm Passes so I could make a wish ,
And yes , I do wish for you
You left me thinking tonight
Did I say something wrong?
Did I do something to make you feel this way?
I keep on refreshing my facebook to see if you messaged back,
I love you and its true
The world is ours,
I'd do anything to make you happy
You are all I need
I'm just a girl who worries a lot
I wonder how much you think about me ,
I love you .
Words cannot express how I feel about you
especially over this stupid internet,
I need to see you.
I LOVE YOU
<3 :] I know you're reading this ;) now stop it ♥

Oh, Its you

No one can stop me, so i'll whisper softly the sun may shine today but reach here and feel the rain
I was looking for an escape the only one I seem to find is you
Everything I said, I meant
On the day you left me standing there You walked away and looked back with a tear
I remembered the first time our lips met,
you leave me with a smile on my face everyday
You give me a big smile each and every second
I miss your lips but mostly , I miss your personality.

Your Wish Is My Command

I want to be yours forever ,
I miss your smile , lets just smile forever
Lets just sit in that park forever & beat time.
I might be a crazy kid but I believe in true love & second chances ,
I'm not perfect, no one is
I'm glad I met you this year
I would take pain for you any day & everyday
I cannot think straight when I'm with you I get lost when you kiss me
Are you going to drop the bomb on me yet?
I understand the rule of " Friends first"
you knew your friends longer than me, we have known each other for one year,
You're really sweet
Love is in the air , We just have to take it in
I might be scared of the world but I know I'll get through everything with you by my side
We haven't known each other for long , But we shared the best memories
we have lots in common
You make everything alright , You make me feel safe
I feel like you're the only one who can understand me
I miss you,
I'll always love you as long as you love me ,
I might be fucked in the head.
But I love you & im just a kid in love
.....
Stop reading this .
I'm just screwed in the head,
At 11:11 I wished for you ,

I Wont Kiss & Tell

shut up with the bad news ,
I dont know where i'm going & I dont know anything
All I know is that I love you & I would fight the world for you ,
You dont have to worry,
Please dont forget me
I'm falling for you to fast
It takes a second to fall in love ,
It takes forever to forget the memories
You have the most amazing smile,
I want to be in your arms
I havent seen you in awhile,
I miss you even more each second . I'm waiting for it all
I know i'm young But i'm just a kid in love

Time Is Wasting

Every time we kiss I cannot think straight ,
You stole my heart & You're welcome to keep it
Please take my hand and lead me to the good things ,
We're headed for disaster ,
I wish we could just disappear from here
I feel like i'm home alone ,
not answering the phone , ignoring everyone in sight
Doing my own thing .
I'm beginning to think i'm going to be alright
Lets blow the candles out
I can hardly sleep ,
I sit up at night thinking about what I did wrong ,
I've got nothing to hide ,
Was it something I said ? or is it just me ,
You're amazing & its true
Yes it sounds crazy but its true

I Have To Breathe & You Cant Take That Away From Me .

I would do everything for you,
Told you my secrets my biggest fears ,
My biggest fear is losing you,
As long as I can feel you holding everything is alright
All i'm asking from you is trust & a little care ,
Tell me if i've done wrong ,
I hope i'm not wasting my time with you ,
You're so impossible.

Love is all I need,
When i'm with you, every bad thing has gone
You are everything I ask for ,
Take me with you or else I will start to miss you like crazy ,

I'll Be Free

I cannot wait until summer.
A whole new start
I'm trying to take a breath without worrying
I'm trying my hardest not to care but this isnt working
They're trying to tear us apart
I'm lacing up my shoes , getting ready to run away from all of this
They will tear us apart if you give them a chance.
I know for a fact i'll fight for you in every way
I'm tired of everything
Mostly , People breaking me
I have gotten stronger , still weak
Help me out this time .,
Please give me your hand & Take me away
Lets hide our feelings,
Its not like you care.. You're amazing
You're the first guy to make me this happy & you actually have a heart
i'm guessing i'm not worth a second of your time

Trying to hide emotions,
I hope i'm doing the right thing.

Its All Over

I feel like i'm going to explode ,
You probably like someone else
Why would someone like you like me ?
Thats really stupid of me to think that someone actually liked me ,
I have to stop falling hard .
I have to let go from the past & start a new one
The last 3 days i've been in heaven
I dont deserve to be in heaven
Nothing feels like home
the hardest part is living is the bad memories .
I know i'm good for something .
But I dont know what ,
I must forget my life I have that gut feeling that i'm going to hell
I got no sleep ,
I;ve got weaker and weaker ,
I dont learn from my mistakes
You're probably hanging out with someone else and making out somewhere
I believe you're not a player but somewhere in my heart feels there is worse in you
I cannot live without you
The older I get the harder I treat myself ,
I dont know if you're friend tried to break us apart or either it was you
I dont forget anything
I cannot breathe, I'm still standing strong
It takes a few seconds to build trust when i'm with you ,
it takes one second to take it all way
The hardest part is everything
You dont like me at all do you ?
We had the best afternoons together
Just tell me what I did wrong ,
was it me ? of course it was . No one likes me
Im not going to get emotional , I'm gonna try to hide it all way
Let no one know .
Lets just put on some fake smiles and live each day like its our last ,
If I were to die tomorrow , you wouldnt even care.
My heart is very fragile ,
Dont break it please.
All I can do is beg, but I wont i know for a fact that i'm better than that .
I know you're not alone .
You have always got me even though I may not have you
You're the first boy that actually cared this much about me
I wonder what i'm good for .
I'm not going to cry
I am going to TRY to stay strong ,
You got me worried ,
but thats all i can do
I can live without you but I would be miserable

I Cant Walk A Straight Line

This week has just been the BEST week ever ,
I assumed wrong,
You actually like me,
Lets just hope nothing and no one will tear us apart,
I'll give you everything i've got .
Refuse to be forgotten .
You're my prince ,
We're fighting time ,
Dont let me go & I wont let you go

You know all of my secrets & I know all of yours ,
I cant stop talking to myself ,
You're all I think about ,.
I'm lost without you
Tonight is going to be different ,
From this moment on , I shall be tough .
Some day i'll know what to do ,
For now i'll just sit here in silence thinking about everything.
Lets turn off everything and sit in silence .
Did you take off while I was gone ?
I'm coming home and I want to know if we're falling apart .
I gave you everything you asked for .
You were talking to her while you were messing with me .
Cant understand but i'm slipping away .

Our Love Is Fading Away

Take my hand and we will run away ,
You said to keep us a secret ,
I think you're ashamed of me.
I like you , you probably like another girl..
What can I say ,
Wont you just come this way
I've lived in the pain .
I'll start a new start
No more mistakes ,
I came , You left
If only I could show how I really feel ,
Lets keep those chances rolling
I thought you said no one could break us apart ,
but clearly someone has already done that .
Love is fading quickly ,
I'm just a kid in love .
I wonder why I cant sleep at night ,
Just like the rest,
Goodbye .. Get out of my life .
When I close my eyes , I always think about you .

Lets hope ,

Happy Victoria day <3
You make me smile every second ,
You're kisses are sweet.
I'm falling hard but i know you're there to catch me .
You found my heart <3
I gave you all my love , hoping nothing is going to tear us apart
You give me butterflies ,
I'm falling hard and I will never learn
He left me with a broken heart , but you fixed that with a kiss.
I worry about you WAY to much , but thats what I do ,
Care about loved ones
Tell me that you love me ,
Say it like you mean it
I must be dreaming if I have you
I miss your sweet sound already ,
This long-weekend has been great
Tell me that you love and everything will be alright <3
I hope you're the one ,
I fall to fast, It takes me awhile to get up and to forget + forgive ,
You better not be one of the other ones ,
I love you to death .

I Just Want To Be In Your Arms

You like me but I like him , but he likes her,

This week started off with shit,
It ended great because you were there ,
you make me smile and laugh ,
I'm falling in love...
Can we just take a big breathe and forget all the bad things in life?
I fell asleep thinking about you ,
You're always on my mind
You have unlocked my heart
We are just kids in love .


"Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Please take me anywhere but here
Anywhere but here"

-- Mayday Parade.

Each day I talk to you more and more ,
I like you more and more .
You saved me from a broken heart ,
You gave me every reason to believe
I wont kiss and tell,
I'm just a kid in love .
Actions are stronger than words & you showed me that .
I'm saving my heart for someone is worth dying for , Which is you
( LIKE I SAID i'm just a kid in love )
The tears you cry only make you stronger,
As seconds move into minutes , into hours i cannot stop thinking about you and I
You're worth my heart .,

Dont Crush Me

I'm trying my hardest at everything ,
And the hardest part of everything is letting go .,

I must stop telling myself over and over again that I miss you , And that i actually have a chance. Because i dont ,
I changed for you , Havent u noticed that?

On the inside i feel like screaming ,
On the outside i feel like i'm invisible
Someone sing me something.
You were just a kiss away ,
I'm finding everything out in the hardest way,
You gave me every reason to believe ,
I got a bruised heart.
Please save me from this broken heart.
Our love is slowly fading away .
Someone save me from this love sick shit .
I'm trying to get up .
Words are not enough ,
I'm slowly getting pushed down .
You're worth dying for , I know i'm better than this .
I'm trying to save my heart for someone who leaves me breathless, And worth dying for .
I think thats you .....
I'm alright when everyone is gone. ( NOT )
Keep your heart open wide ,
Dont walk alone tonight
I promise I wont let you down
I'm just a kid in love .

Im hopeless

.. Havent talked to you in one week ,
Crashing and burning .
You're moving on & I'm slowing down.
I'm going down, plane crashing into the ocean,
I need you to hold me up .
Lets do this together , stop walking away .
You and I were meant to be,
Is there something wrong with me ?

Tell me what is love

Wanting to shut down .
I just want to be someone .
Sorry for the lack of blogging and the shitty ness of it .,
I'm sick and tired of everything.
Stop yelling and take a break .
I cant deal with haters anymore.
Stop yelling , Everyone has made mistakes.
I know for a fact that you made a bigger mistake ,
I hate it when you're all happy & one person could take it away in a second ,
I think about you every day,from your beautiful looks to your amazing smile
There is no word between us, and it tears me apart.
I wish I could close my heart to the things i dont want to feel ,
You walked out again ,
Well the hell will i ever learn ?
We dont look at eachother anymore , We walk past each other like we dont know eachother ,
I just want this to be simple,I just want you here with me to look into your eyes.
Why cant everyone hold onto their words? Because talk is cheap .
I lost the meaning for love .

*** . Wont be blogging for awhile.

I wish everything would pause

.
I'm overwhelmed, lost my breathe.
I make no sound when I speak, I'm invisible
I'm slowly fading away in the dark
Trust me dont pull away,
I cant feel my heart,
Stop breaking me into tiny pieces .
I can only go so far with my heart,
You've broken it into pieces you cannot repair
I'm warn out.
I cant reach those words. I'm tired of trying, lets give up and walk away from each other,
I wish i could walk away from you. I'm dying to live another life.
I have no strength or courage to say what i have to say.
I have no more tears to cry .